Losing our baby in June 2009, was devastating. At the end of September, I was finally feeling up to the possibility, of once again, trying to build our family. Then, I got the news that my mother had passed. I'm heartbroken. I was so looking forward to watching her play with my children. Mom was funny and creative; just what every grandma needs to be. She was only 58. Life is so short. None of us know how many heartbeats we have in us.
I am in the middle of a Lupus flare, which is not the time to become pregnant. Studies show a higher rate of pregnancy complications, when a women becomes pregnant, while in the midst of a flare. Based on previous flares, this one should be over in about a month.
In the mean time, I am going to start reading a book I found on the internet, that promises to hold the secrets to reversing infertiltiy issues. I bought the e-book Pregnancy Miracle yesterday. I start reading tomorrow. Wish me luck!
About Me
- peachydreams
- TTC for sixteen years. Testing has resulted in unexplained infertility. In 2003, we tried a few unsuccessful rounds of Clomid with IUI, accupuncture, and an awful tasting chinese herbal tea. In 2004, we did two unsuccessful treatments of shots with IUI. In 2007, I had a laporoscopy to remove some spots of endometriosis. In the Spring of 2009, our first pregnancy happened naturally. We lost our baby at the beginning of Summer. We have mourned our loss, and are ready to dive back into the "baby making" pool.
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